sinking fast

Ok, so maybe I'm not drinking enough good coffee or something. I'm really having a tough time these last few days. Today I accidentally stole something from Target because I totally forgot that I put it underneath the stroller. Geez. I have no clue when I'll be able to make it back to the store, either. I'm starting to have to say "no" to things now, which is something I haven't done in a while. I'm actually saying "no" to some things I've already committed to, even, just because I can't handle the extra pressure right now. It's been a while since I've felt this fragmented, and I really don't like it one bit.